you and me

This is it..

I could'nt keep this within me anymore..

If you asked me,are you okey?
I'll be crying right away at that instant..
But it's weird,no such question thrown..

Maybe because He knows i'm weak with such little concern.
He wants me to acknowledge that only Him is still there,
Never been away even for a second..

"Medical course"

Hey,i never knew that you're going to be like this,
I imagined you to be fun and interesting,
And because of that i suffered..
False perception.

But without you,
I don't know who or how i'm going to be.

Being with you is like forever never ending journey,
It's like i'd sign an endless contract to be with you.

"India"

I'd never expect to be here..
Being here give me a great depression.
Dealing with you makes me stress even more..
Your unsytematic organisation,
I never dealt with one like you before.
I just want to end my time here asap..

"But"

I get to know Allah when i studied about you,
I get to witness how greats is Allah creating us,

I get to level up my patience,
I get to know how the real world works with people.

Overall,
Alhamdulillah is all i should say.