warning warning *red notice -o- ;; i dunno how to talk about others other than myself.. -.-" gomei neyh
hihii
this is about me ^^
once upon a time..
long way before i became an adult..
i used to wonder about beauty,human beauty to be exact ;)
bila tengok org ni,me like "wuah cantiknye dia *o*"
tengok org tu.."hum cantiknye awak ^^"
dan lain lain lagi..wahaaa
of course i just mumble inside jela..heheh
thus,on my way,keep on wondering about their beauty,i lost my self confidence -.- *sape suh cari pasal kan :P hahaaa
i used to keep on telling myself that, "blurgh am not good enough -.-"
i used to be this serabai girl,comot dan sebagainye..hahaa ;))
why should i take care and look after myself if am not good at all after all..sob sob sobs
selalu je melemahkan diri sendiri..
one fine day..that one fine day :) i still could remember..
someone told me something,while i was relaxing on my bed reading a book..
"mira awak ni dot dot dot la..bla bla bla"
it really surprises me..someone is telling me something that i used to tell others bout themself :))
alhamdulillah..^^
well that's not the real thing actually :P
the point is :-
beauty is subjective..
and it relies on the eyes of the beholder..
it stroke me that day..astaghfirullahalazim..
o Allah forgive me for not being thankful for what i am..sobs.forgive me forgive me..
setiap kejadian Allah itu sempurna :D dan sebaik baik kejadian adalah manusia :))
stop judging yourself and others..
be thankful of what you have sisters!
tak salah untuk memuji,tapi pujilah penciptanya dahulu :) #self reminder
