once upon a time

once upon a time,
i was that one little girl who could laugh loudly while playing swings with her brothers...

once upon a time,
i was that afraid silent little girl who will never gonna talked to that friends who sit besides her...

once upon a time,
i was that rebellious girl who just know how to blame people around..

once upon a time,
i was that cry little baby who keep asking for forgiveness for her every remembered fault...

once upon a time,
i was that lost little girl who couldn't find the exit from the darkness...

after all that once upon a time...

alhamdulillah that Allah keep on guiding me out,
alhamdulillah that Allah keep on showing me the light,
alhamdulillah,i am now that one growing young lady :)
alhamdulillah for all the process that i've been through,
it makes me realise every precise reason behind each memory,why shouldn't i be that one little girl again..

p/s : "o you who believe!seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient"

Al Baqara, verse 153

yes, i am -.-

sorry no offend, but yes i am  -o-

i used to not like telling people that i am one of them,

i used to think that its just a way to show off...

but but but

recently,yes i will admit that i am a doctor to be! :D
there is nothing to be proud of it,
its just a title comes with a lot of responsibilities -.-
there is nothing great to be called a doctor,
she is just someone like other normal people -.-

and i need to realised that i'll become her someday,
and i need to realised that yes soon you will be a doctor,insyaAllah.
and i need to motivate myself for that title :)

dear thick books please be nice
dear teacher please teach me well
dear self please study more
it is not easy from the begining
o Allah please give me the knowledge,amin

steth impian!:D