jodoh

Jodoh itu definisinya luas,
Ku igat hanya berkait soal pasangan sehidup semati.

Soal itu pernah ku cuba berusaha mencari,
Mereka bilang jodoh itu perlu dicari,
Resah diri saat tiada penhujung,
Lalu aku serahkan pada Penciptaku,
Sudah tertulis siapa buatku..
Maka tenang menjengah :)

Resahku bukan lagi pada jodoh berpasangan,
Tapi pada jodohnya sahabat,
Saat diri belum paham yang karib itu juga jodoh,
Resahnya lagi berganda,
Sedihnya lagi hebat,
Saat satu persatu teman menghilang,
Kerna diri percaya,
Teman itu juga untuk selamanya..

Namun diasampaikan padaku,
Karib itu juga jodoh,
Maka ku serahkan juga soal ini padaMu
Resah itu masih berbaki,
Moga hilang disapu angin. :)

you and me

This is it..

I could'nt keep this within me anymore..

If you asked me,are you okey?
I'll be crying right away at that instant..
But it's weird,no such question thrown..

Maybe because He knows i'm weak with such little concern.
He wants me to acknowledge that only Him is still there,
Never been away even for a second..

"Medical course"

Hey,i never knew that you're going to be like this,
I imagined you to be fun and interesting,
And because of that i suffered..
False perception.

But without you,
I don't know who or how i'm going to be.

Being with you is like forever never ending journey,
It's like i'd sign an endless contract to be with you.

"India"

I'd never expect to be here..
Being here give me a great depression.
Dealing with you makes me stress even more..
Your unsytematic organisation,
I never dealt with one like you before.
I just want to end my time here asap..

"But"

I get to know Allah when i studied about you,
I get to witness how greats is Allah creating us,

I get to level up my patience,
I get to know how the real world works with people.

Overall,
Alhamdulillah is all i should say.

ehem

hye! :D

hye hye hye

one of those day that you dont wanna study at all though exam just 2 weeks apart..-.-

yes real exam! :D and i'm here :P

you and me ;)

you and me?-.-

ha'aah saya dan awk :)

recently,terjumpa balik kawan saya time zaman sekolah dolu2..
selepas dengan bosannye menggeledah kawan saya yang sorg lagi punye hupdate :P hee sory tk mintak izin dulu..

i still cud remember,
the question,
ehem nanti awak nak jadi apa yeh? :D  dengan muka excited tanya.hehee

tanya orang tu tanya orang ni,

wah tak sangka ramai pulak yang mahu jadi doktor someday! :D

ha'aa,kami mahu jadi doktor :))

eventually we're departed with different routes,
but still we want to reach the same end :)
yup

ha'aa kemungkinan high school friends ni ingat ke lagi idak nye kewujudan saya ni pon tak tahu la -.-
sbb bole kire invincible lah budak ini zaman membesa dulu2.kekekeke :P
sekarang pom,mungkin.. ^^

sebab saya rasa saya macam chipsmore! :P
kejap ada kejap takde -.-''
sory that i'd been behave that way..

tapi..
yup mungkin saya tak ade kat sebelah,tak ade depan mata,
but i still remember that you still there,still exist :)
 ha'aa budak ini tidak lah teramat tidak pandai untuk berkawan -.-"
serius tak reti,heheh sory..
tapi tak bermakna kita bukan kenalan,kite asing ^^
insyaAllah i'll greet you with a big smile =) when we meet again someday,
dengan izin Allah.amin.
even if you don't recognised or remember me,i'll be glad to introduced myself to you :P

kali ini dengan niat kita bertemu dan berpisah,kerana Allah :) insyaAllah

muka excited mmg sebijik sama :P plus explore things alone ^^ sbb tak suka menyusahkan orang lain ;) just in case mereka tersusah oleh saya nanti..hee
jum berusaha! :D

 

once upon a time

once upon a time,
i was that one little girl who could laugh loudly while playing swings with her brothers...

once upon a time,
i was that afraid silent little girl who will never gonna talked to that friends who sit besides her...

once upon a time,
i was that rebellious girl who just know how to blame people around..

once upon a time,
i was that cry little baby who keep asking for forgiveness for her every remembered fault...

once upon a time,
i was that lost little girl who couldn't find the exit from the darkness...

after all that once upon a time...

alhamdulillah that Allah keep on guiding me out,
alhamdulillah that Allah keep on showing me the light,
alhamdulillah,i am now that one growing young lady :)
alhamdulillah for all the process that i've been through,
it makes me realise every precise reason behind each memory,why shouldn't i be that one little girl again..

p/s : "o you who believe!seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient"

Al Baqara, verse 153

yes, i am -.-

sorry no offend, but yes i am  -o-

i used to not like telling people that i am one of them,

i used to think that its just a way to show off...

but but but

recently,yes i will admit that i am a doctor to be! :D
there is nothing to be proud of it,
its just a title comes with a lot of responsibilities -.-
there is nothing great to be called a doctor,
she is just someone like other normal people -.-

and i need to realised that i'll become her someday,
and i need to realised that yes soon you will be a doctor,insyaAllah.
and i need to motivate myself for that title :)

dear thick books please be nice
dear teacher please teach me well
dear self please study more
it is not easy from the begining
o Allah please give me the knowledge,amin

steth impian!:D

Bulan..

Ngomong sama bulan..
Mana bintang berkilau..
Mana angin sepoi bayu malam..
Mana bulan,mana..
Abeh duk dalam bilik mane nak nampak sume tu..-.- ngeh ngeh
Sekian puisi sekerat. 
#lebih baik merintih mengadu atas tikar sejadah memohon petunjuk dan keampunan dari yang Esa..dari mengelamun jauh,terkenang kisah silam.