ehem

hye! :D

hye hye hye

one of those day that you dont wanna study at all though exam just 2 weeks apart..-.-

yes real exam! :D and i'm here :P

you and me ;)

you and me?-.-

ha'aah saya dan awk :)

recently,terjumpa balik kawan saya time zaman sekolah dolu2..
selepas dengan bosannye menggeledah kawan saya yang sorg lagi punye hupdate :P hee sory tk mintak izin dulu..

i still cud remember,
the question,
ehem nanti awak nak jadi apa yeh? :D  dengan muka excited tanya.hehee

tanya orang tu tanya orang ni,

wah tak sangka ramai pulak yang mahu jadi doktor someday! :D

ha'aa,kami mahu jadi doktor :))

eventually we're departed with different routes,
but still we want to reach the same end :)
yup

ha'aa kemungkinan high school friends ni ingat ke lagi idak nye kewujudan saya ni pon tak tahu la -.-
sbb bole kire invincible lah budak ini zaman membesa dulu2.kekekeke :P
sekarang pom,mungkin.. ^^

sebab saya rasa saya macam chipsmore! :P
kejap ada kejap takde -.-''
sory that i'd been behave that way..

tapi..
yup mungkin saya tak ade kat sebelah,tak ade depan mata,
but i still remember that you still there,still exist :)
 ha'aa budak ini tidak lah teramat tidak pandai untuk berkawan -.-"
serius tak reti,heheh sory..
tapi tak bermakna kita bukan kenalan,kite asing ^^
insyaAllah i'll greet you with a big smile =) when we meet again someday,
dengan izin Allah.amin.
even if you don't recognised or remember me,i'll be glad to introduced myself to you :P

kali ini dengan niat kita bertemu dan berpisah,kerana Allah :) insyaAllah

muka excited mmg sebijik sama :P plus explore things alone ^^ sbb tak suka menyusahkan orang lain ;) just in case mereka tersusah oleh saya nanti..hee
jum berusaha! :D

 

once upon a time

once upon a time,
i was that one little girl who could laugh loudly while playing swings with her brothers...

once upon a time,
i was that afraid silent little girl who will never gonna talked to that friends who sit besides her...

once upon a time,
i was that rebellious girl who just know how to blame people around..

once upon a time,
i was that cry little baby who keep asking for forgiveness for her every remembered fault...

once upon a time,
i was that lost little girl who couldn't find the exit from the darkness...

after all that once upon a time...

alhamdulillah that Allah keep on guiding me out,
alhamdulillah that Allah keep on showing me the light,
alhamdulillah,i am now that one growing young lady :)
alhamdulillah for all the process that i've been through,
it makes me realise every precise reason behind each memory,why shouldn't i be that one little girl again..

p/s : "o you who believe!seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient"

Al Baqara, verse 153

yes, i am -.-

sorry no offend, but yes i am  -o-

i used to not like telling people that i am one of them,

i used to think that its just a way to show off...

but but but

recently,yes i will admit that i am a doctor to be! :D
there is nothing to be proud of it,
its just a title comes with a lot of responsibilities -.-
there is nothing great to be called a doctor,
she is just someone like other normal people -.-

and i need to realised that i'll become her someday,
and i need to realised that yes soon you will be a doctor,insyaAllah.
and i need to motivate myself for that title :)

dear thick books please be nice
dear teacher please teach me well
dear self please study more
it is not easy from the begining
o Allah please give me the knowledge,amin

steth impian!:D

Bulan..

Ngomong sama bulan..
Mana bintang berkilau..
Mana angin sepoi bayu malam..
Mana bulan,mana..
Abeh duk dalam bilik mane nak nampak sume tu..-.- ngeh ngeh
Sekian puisi sekerat. 
#lebih baik merintih mengadu atas tikar sejadah memohon petunjuk dan keampunan dari yang Esa..dari mengelamun jauh,terkenang kisah silam.

beauty..

warning warning *red notice -o- ;; i dunno how to talk about others other than myself.. -.-" gomei neyh

hihii
this is about me ^^

once upon a time..
long way before i became an adult..
i used to wonder about beauty,human beauty to be exact ;)

bila tengok org ni,me like "wuah cantiknye dia *o*"
tengok org tu.."hum cantiknye awak ^^"
dan lain lain lagi..wahaaa
of course i just mumble inside jela..heheh

thus,on my way,keep on wondering about their beauty,i lost my self confidence -.- *sape suh cari pasal kan :P hahaaa
i used to keep on telling myself that, "blurgh am not good enough -.-"
i used to be this serabai girl,comot dan sebagainye..hahaa ;))
why should i take care and look after myself if am not good at all after all..sob sob sobs
selalu je melemahkan diri sendiri..

one fine day..that one fine day :) i still could remember..
someone told me something,while i was relaxing on my bed reading a book..
"mira awak ni dot dot dot la..bla bla bla"
it really surprises me..someone is telling me something that i used to tell others bout themself :))
alhamdulillah..^^

well that's not the real thing actually :P
the point is :-

beauty is subjective..
and it relies on the eyes of the beholder..
it stroke me that day..astaghfirullahalazim..
o Allah forgive me for not being thankful for what i am..sobs.forgive me forgive me..

setiap kejadian Allah itu sempurna :D dan sebaik baik kejadian adalah manusia :))
stop judging yourself and others..
be thankful of what you have sisters!

tak salah untuk memuji,tapi pujilah penciptanya dahulu :) #self reminder

i miss you i miss you!

meow meow meow

meow windu meow sangat...

meow sihat? meow maen banyak banyak tak?

:''(( meow me miss you so much..

adik kuasa dua!^^