lesson of life...

yep tajuk yang serious -.- dgn muke straight

primary school child view of a heart -.-''

once upon a time,i thought that heart do looks like a heart shape ;P

but..since my high school life,my perspective need to be changed then -.-"

real heart do look like this ^^ actually..sigh a bit shocked :P

when i was a child,i thought that a heart is just for loves and loving ^^

but..as time goes by i know that this heart also for sickness and diseases

i thought that those two hearts are different -.- *dulu dulu lah..heheh

so,cik amirah mengapa merapu rapu panjang begini? -.- haa haa why

well because this heart do teach me a lesson, a lesson that only life could teach us ^^

i used to be overprotected child by my parents,

especially when i,still taking those baby steps climbing up high through my life ^^ 

*timekaseh ummi abah untuk itu <3 

but one fine day,a chance came to me,a chance where i could see the world by my own eyes,a chance to know what will this world offer me.. :))

to my surprise they allow me,allow me to travel my own path..

*sebelum ni nak keluar outing dgn kawan2 pon kurang buleh :P pegi berhantar pulang berjemput..seyes rasa macam princess!! :D 

*and still now pon sama -,- ahahaha,when i go home for my holiday ;)

thus,i'm not in my comfort zone anymore ^^ not where my parents could help me in each hurdle that came across 

something is bothering me recently,

i do learned my big lesson...sobs

when i met people i used to give them all my heart,all my loves ^^ really,i do! *tak tpoo yeh :P

but..eventually loves do faded after certain things happened..yep cause i'm just a normal human being :( huu

* i wish that those heart to love remain the same sebab sayang sama orang orang itu adalah satu perasaan yg sangat cool okeh ^^

its not the act that hurt me,its just the after event that hurt me the most..
it's not that i'm hoping for an apology,but if you do please be sincere with it from the bottom of your heart..without giving me excuses along..and do face me.
if not,i wouldn't mind at all :)
in fact,i should thanking you for doing me a favour,
to let  me know that life is not all about the blossom feelings,but part of it is also about being sad, hurted and down..sobs *wahaaa sorry emo -.- pulak.heheh

my dad once told me,its okey my dear it is part of learning process for you to be a wise girl,for you to make a wise choice,for you to make a wise decision in the future... * mcm tu la kot lebih kurang lepas translate :P hihii

#note to self

as long as you still see the flaw of  people,

and not by just seeing the good side of them,

until then..

it is you who need to improve yourself,

it is you who need to be better!

summary = it is you who is bad -.- don't deny it cik miyah.ngeheh

fighting -o-

on my way to reconstruct my love towards you^^
InsyaAllah,
will try to give it without hoping to get something similar in return  :)

 and above all, alhamdulillah Allah for giving me this test :))

p.s : maap my grammar memang terok -.- plus typo typo is my skill ;P pardon me.